Godfather Shadows – Dear God pt.2

Note: Obviously, I own nothing but my own ideas, my own characters and the link in my pockets. As you can see, Avenged Sevenfold isn’t on the list of things I own; their on the do not own list. And as always, enjoy.

 

xXx

 

It wasn’t the first time the guys had been on tour, leaving Brandy behind and it wouldn’t be the last time more than likely but this would be the first time since Talia, Brandy’s mom had passed. None of the guys were sure about how to handle the situation. If they tried to speak to Brandy about it, she would just smile and tell them she was fine but it was hard to believe her when she still had herself locked away from the world.

Happy Thanksgiving!

Hope all the people who come across this post, have a happy and safe Thanksgiving, filled with good times, memories to cherish and delicious food 🙂

 

Godfather Shadows – Studio

Note: Happy Thanksgiving to all the people who follow and read what I post here 🙂 Hope you have a safe, fun and delicious holiday! I still don’t own Avenged Sevenfold and I still own just Brandy and Talia. And like always… enjoy.

xXx

“Goddammit! Fuck!” Brian swore as he messed up on his guitar solo once again.

Normally with Brandy being in the studio, Brian and everyone else would lower their colorful talk from a 10 to a 7 at least but Matt knew a part of Brian swearing was show as each time he went off on a curse filled rant Brandy would at the least smile if she didn’t giggle. And to be honest, Matt needed all the help he could get lately with getting Brandy to smile.

Okay, so I’m on pain medication for fibromyalgia and here’s the big deal about it… I have to live with a thief. The prescription that I got last week (literally a week ago as I got it on Monday last week), over half of it is gone. I’ve taken less then 10 tablets and yet somehow, I have 30 left out of a 100 prescription.

Basically, I’ve caught the jackass with his pants down but of course he denies, denies and denies and then I can’t call the cops because of no proof.

This is a guy who has stolen from everyone else in the house in the past and pawned it to buy pot, beer and medicine but yet, he never gets what he deserves.  This is a guy who get’s babied because he got drunk, stole a gun from my grandma and shot his “best friend”, killing him. This is a guy who is in legal trouble right now for shoplifting and is on house arrest and has screwed up yet again my schooling with his legal drama.

I don’t even know what I want to say. I want to yell, hit him (hard and with something sharp and/or heavy), cry and just… I don’t know. I’m just sick and tired of it. This is such a big reason as to why I would love to move to Texas that has nothing to do with material type things.

Why does it constantly seem like bad people get things handed to them while people who are just trying to make it through life are the ones getting stepped on and hurt?

Godfather Shadows – So Far Away pt. 3

Note: Well, this is the end of the So Far Away one-shots but not the end of the Godfather Shadows series. And like always, I do not own Avenged Sevenfold but I do own Brandy and Talia. Enjoy.

xXx

A home invasion… How could that happen? To them?

It was a strange and odd idea to wrap his head around and Matt still couldn’t quite do it, even after getting the news nearly an hour ago. He had been at home (oh god, what if this happened to Val while he was on the road? What if this happened when he had kids one day? What if–), relaxing when Jason called him.

So, today has been a long day. Kept waking up every hour when I tried to sleep last night and then this morning, I had hell trying to wake my grandma up so she could take me to my eye appointment. We were 15 minutes late for it but thankfully they saw me but they were so booked and on a new system that we didn’t get home till about 1:50 pm and my appointment was at 9:15 am… During all that, I was battling with the stupid fibromyalgia/arthritis in my neck cause it was just killing me and putting me in a lot of pain.

Ugh.

Since getting home, I’ve been doing a few things and getting ready for Writing Club tonight, that’s really gonna be Poems for Pizza tonight. Poems for Pizza is where you can come join the writing club in our room, read a poem (one of your own or a favorite of yours) and you get a piece of pizza! Perfect bribe, huh? Also it’s a good way to try and entice people to hang out with our club since we seem to run off any new members… Hm. Y’know… for a club that likes scaring off normal people (as club member Eeyi would say), we sure do like trying to bribe people into spending time with us.

But anyway, there has been one good thing about today! It’s been cold and rainy and it’s so calming and beautiful, even when I started to freeze. I really wish I had my camera with me, but alas my mother has it with her in Texas. I also wish I had it for tonight but what can you do?

Since it’s Poems for Pizza tonight, I feel like I should really and try to write some new poems though I have plenty that the club hasn’t heard and I can always break out one of my favorites but I still feel like I should write something new. But nothing’s coming to mind, though that could be the fibro fog that’s been really active today or the headache that I just took medicine for, but either way, it seems like I won’t have anything new(ish) for club. Oh well.

Guess that’s the end of this ramble. I hope wherever my followers (and random people reading this) are, that you’re having a good day and doing alright.

Till next time.

 

Wind rises
And falls
Hair gently shifts
As a shiver runs through
The Body

Distant thunder echoes
Shaking the Earth
The sky darkens
Clouds gathering

Temperature falls
As does the rain

Run and hide
Wait it out
As the heavens
Unleash their frustrations

The wind rises
And falls

A shiver rungs through
The Earth

Godfather Shadows – So Far Away Pt.2

Note: So this one-shot and the next one following it are all kind of… different ways for the same ending as you’ll see as you read. Hopefully you’ll enjoy. And like always, I do not own Avenged Sevenfold. I just own Brandy and Talia.

xXx

CANCER.

There was no word in the world that could make that word sound better. There was nothing anyone could say or do.

And yet, that’s all Matt wanted to do. He wanted to make this better. He wanted to find a way to somehow make everything better but he couldn’t, and that killed him.

His goddaughter was losing her mother and he couldn’t do anything.

The Crow – Nevermore

Ruffled feathers sit upon the door
Singing out a sorrowful song

The crow caws at the silver wind
Crying out
Nevermore

[A/N: May try to re-write this or do another version but I do like something about this version… Hopefully you do too.]

Godfather Shadows – So Far Away Pt. 1

Note: So this one-shot and the two following it are all kind of… different ways for the same ending as you’ll see as you read. Hopefully you enjoy 🙂 And like always, I do not own Avenged Sevenfold. I just own Brandy and Talia.

xXx

It was a normal day for Matt but it turned into a day he nor his band mates and especially, his goddaughter, would never forget.

Matt had been at the recording studio when Val had called him, her voice filled with concern and a hint of panic. He had no clue as to what was causing her reaction till she finally said,

“There’s been an accident.”